I JUST DELETED A FILE I WAS WORKING ON THE WHOLE AFTERNOON THINKING I HAD BACK-UP.

SO I SHUT DOWN THE COMPUTER I DELETED IT IN.

AND NOW THE RECYCLE BIN IS EMPTY.

WHYYYYYYYYY.

"I do not understand why people value lovers so much when it's friends in love that matter more."

Happy first.:)

It's a Tuesday night and I'm updating. No, I'm not in Starbucks.

You know what that means.


Internet in the dorm! And the world is good again. :)

You see, in the Beijing Olympics, there's this mascot named

BEIBEI

Supposedly one representing the water sports. But you know what the crazy part is, the ONLY person who ever calls me that is


NINI. Yes, it's another Beijing Olympics mascot.


Coincidence? That joincidence with a J!

Dear world,

I'm sorry. I know I should be studying for my 108 midterms, or writing my PI paper. But this weekend was just too fun that I had to push everything back until tomorrow... after Bacbacan practice.

But nonetheless, thank you for the great weekend, with the kids' birthday, Eliza's debut (even if we felt quite old), that darn inflatable dog that we've fallen in love with, a good person coming back home, HSM on Ice which really is a good thing to watch (and makes me want to do ice skating which I fail at), that touching/great thought, for giving me this sense of something I could possibly doing in the future (which can turn into a career) and for the wonder that really is my family.

I know this week may be something more painful, but hey, thank you for making weekends worth all the pain of the weekdays.



Now if only you can give me internet in my dorm. But if that's asking too much, then fine. FINE.

But thanks again.

Beiai

You know how we all have this crazy fantasies in life?

At the 29th second, mine starts. This is so much fun. I WANT THIS.



Can we please do this in Bacbacan? THE WHOLE BATCH. THAT WOULD BE AWESOME.

I'm still alive.





In preparation for our 145 (Investments) report on Wednesday:

Kikay: but you know i am glad we got this topic
Kikay: very value-adding
Kikay: i feel much smarter
Kikay: i feel like i can confidently converse with business tycoons
Dhio: i know
Dhio: i feel i know when to invest na
Kikay: invest when market is down!
Kikay: let's be 'smart money' investors
Kikay: hahaha
Dhio: yah, get all those dumb money's money

So... WAIT FOR IT!!


***

Last night will go down in HISTORY as one of the best nights ever. Yes, it merits the bold face.

You shouldn't listen to fear because you're only denying your heart the peace it desires.

Thank YOU. For changing my life just in time.

I knew something big would happen to me in this internship.

Today, I think it did. I powered through and got there.

I still hate it, but it hurts a lot less.

Victory is mine! In so many ways. :)

One. WORK FINISHED FOR THE WEEK. Since I decided to take tomorrow off even if Friday is casual day. Hahahah. One point five. I got my internship approved by being all nice to Ma'am Jessica. So yes, I am now officially working even if I haven't submitted my requirements yet.

Two. CAP Plansem tomorrow. First time I'll ever be in any plansem. Hahah. Wow patapon but whatever. Yaay for a pseud-vacation. And long weekend. Even if there's work on Monday. But work that includes a sushi buffet isn't really work so again, yaay.

Three. I got my first uno that's not PE after SO LOOOOOOOONG. And it's really about time. I love Ma'am K, she's the best. Too bad she won't teach again anytime soon. Now two more grades before I go all crazy computing again. Heehee.

Four. Always four. Up and down, everyday is different. And very crazy. Thank God for tomorrow, it's been two weeks. Too long.

I started work today and I really like this no-homework thing. I might get used to it. Hah.




And I'm sorry, world, but I let it get to me. I fail again.

FREEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM


and seniority. Yikes.

D: oh, why are u mean?
B: wag na
B: I'll die
B: let's just say, *insert story of mean thing done here*
B: I will go to hell
B: hahahah
D: hahaahahahahahahahahaha
D: but
D: jesus is still dead as of the moment
B: I WILL SUPER GO TO HELL
B: SO WHAT?
D: maybe he cant see u doing evil things


Hahahahahahah. Happy Easter, friends!

While lusting over new Keds designs (whydidtheyonlycomeoutnow) at Shoe Salon, I got a text from Sab Soriano saying that I am now an AD for CAP Internals Logistics.


Finally, some direction. Now I just need one more yes.

I hate going home now because that's when I think the most.

I need to be distracted.

One
Baba and Mama are here. The last time they were here, we were trying to overthrow a President too. I'm just so happy and this is Uncle Bobby's parting gift for us. So now nights are filled with us hanging out in their room as Baba tells us of the most random stories, pausing every once in a while to catch his breath. And Mama is back to her old self walking around barefoot in humming fixing up, being the mom that she is.

Two
Around midnight last night, I was reading cases for Law (which has now become the official flirting class for the boys hahahaha). I was trying to cram as many cases as I can before I really fall asleep and I chanced upon... Uncle Bobby. He was in the case. Arrgh. I had to pray for him not to extend his presence beyond that paper.

Three
Basic school ho-hums, just before this sem ends: 23143 pages of Law, Law Finals, 105 Case 5, 105 Finals, 152 Finals, Finance Third Exam, Finance Finals (because what have I got to lose?), 145 paper, Marketing Finals, Pickfresh Marketing Plan, and hopes for yeses. I need two please.

And of course, Four
One of perks of having a Biology major boyfriend is you get random flowers on random days complete with their scientific names.

just for this curse to be lifted.